Today is my Anniversery....12 month in thailand....and i realised today that thailand changes you in ways you cannot imagine. I realised this as i charged down the highway at 160km/hr while phone facebooking.....knowing i wasnt going to be stopped/pulled over or even arrested. This is a completely lawless society. Im not bitching or moaning but its something people really dont realise. Maybe im just Gatvol.
The morons that come here just get trapped in the lawless system. Its so so sad. Like Ridiculously sad. Pathetic really. This is not a place to live. Poverty and affluence are millimeters apart. Crime and Justice dont exist and its a place run by complete idiots. Every one here is only motivated to make a quick buck. Nothing more/ nothing less. And as sad as it it. Its true.
Its comming up for the holiday season now and tourists are piling into pattaya. Completely oblivious that the statistics lie at 76% now....76% of ALL male pattaya'ian tourists end up with a thai "bride" because they didnt use protection and are now up the duff/ they got conned/ or "fell inlove". The saddest part of all....is they are so OBVLIOVIOUS to all of this that they dont even care that they have been roped into such a aweful society. Further out of Pattaya sure; you get some decent people, but really...in Pattaya; there are minimal decent people who are NOT out to con you; bleed you dry of funds; trick you; use you; harras you; cheat you; steal from you; do a half assed job for you; take their time; and any other numerous amount of useless things that make Pattaya what it is....Really people....you have NO idea. So easy infact to be caught up that i personally know a couple of smart young fella's with an entire future ahead of them that just got caught up in the system. Sad. Pathetic. A waste of those bright brains which will just become like the rest of the Assholes that live here.
It may sound like im bitching....and you know what...i am. I'll tell you why. Because i really cant deal with seeing it happen all the time. These people have familys back at home. What do they tell their families once they have been caught up in all this?? its so SAD! If i were one of these people i would be completely embarrased to tell my family that i knocked up a "thai bride" and that my life has gone to shit. What a waste. I really would fall off the face of the planet if that happened to me. "ooooh family and friends; im having so much fun in thailannd! I live in a completely lawless society and my self esteem is so low that the best i can do is a bird that doesnt speak my language because im to useless to come home because this pathetic life is just some much easier to handle" (I wish i had sarcasim font). And you know what; i dont really care if im offending anyone. Seriously i've also seen some people make a good life for themselves and their "thai brides' here. good for those decent fella's. But what made me realise this was when my boyfreind pointed out to me how sick the society here was. I didnt realise it myself....i had been denying it; and became so adapted and accustomed to it that i needed to be shaken straight to see how horrid it is. Where a new condo worth about 40 Billion Dollars goes up but they couldnt be bothered to take the time to clean the seweage systems and rather just have raw sewage accost your nostrils. Or help all the mange ridden street dogs. Or supply better walk ways. Or make the police less corrupt. Or Supply kids with stuff for school. No. Rather scwander the money that forien investments bring in.
Where is the marine protection? Have you seen Pattaya Beach? Covered in needles and trash and disgusting, fat, sunburnt foriegners. Nothing like the images you see online; or advertised. I dont know when or where they took the pictures for pattaya beach from.....because if people really knew what pattaya was like or smelt like or sounded like or looked like.....i doubt HIGHLY that any right mided women would let their "mid-life crises husbands" come here or even thier kids. Explore some where safe rather.
Personally....personal experiance...if only you knew the crimes that people can get away with. Defacing currency is common practice; defacing someones passport; treason is easy when its someone elses flag you burning; sexual harrasment; consumer laws just dont exist.
I sometmes try to help people; i really do because i can see how screwed they getting but even so.....i've stopped..... whats the point? Why care? They dont care about me? Life has no value here unless you have dedicated your life to the monestry.....No Meaning. Its really so sad. So real. So Raw.
Look There are decent people around....sometimes; like my gorgeous friend Steph, Art and Sadie. But its because they are all realists about the situation here.
I just want to be able to spend one day walking down the street to the 7/11 and not be harrased for a taxi (although i just parked my car infornt of the git) I do NOT want another tailored suit. I do not want a frigging massage. I am NOT your "Friend". I am also not someone to call "Sexly Ladee" or "Massaaaaage for you madaaaaame" No thank you. Just No. I do not want a speed boat for the day; i do not want to buy coffins for dead kids; i do not want to save the pattaya beach; i do not want to support the drug habits of any person selling narcatics on beach road. I just want to stay in my isolated little piece of Wong Amat paradise. Just leave me alone. Im here to work. Not to make dodgy as friends thank you.
The morons that come here just get trapped in the lawless system. Its so so sad. Like Ridiculously sad. Pathetic really. This is not a place to live. Poverty and affluence are millimeters apart. Crime and Justice dont exist and its a place run by complete idiots. Every one here is only motivated to make a quick buck. Nothing more/ nothing less. And as sad as it it. Its true.
Its comming up for the holiday season now and tourists are piling into pattaya. Completely oblivious that the statistics lie at 76% now....76% of ALL male pattaya'ian tourists end up with a thai "bride" because they didnt use protection and are now up the duff/ they got conned/ or "fell inlove". The saddest part of all....is they are so OBVLIOVIOUS to all of this that they dont even care that they have been roped into such a aweful society. Further out of Pattaya sure; you get some decent people, but really...in Pattaya; there are minimal decent people who are NOT out to con you; bleed you dry of funds; trick you; use you; harras you; cheat you; steal from you; do a half assed job for you; take their time; and any other numerous amount of useless things that make Pattaya what it is....Really people....you have NO idea. So easy infact to be caught up that i personally know a couple of smart young fella's with an entire future ahead of them that just got caught up in the system. Sad. Pathetic. A waste of those bright brains which will just become like the rest of the Assholes that live here.
It may sound like im bitching....and you know what...i am. I'll tell you why. Because i really cant deal with seeing it happen all the time. These people have familys back at home. What do they tell their families once they have been caught up in all this?? its so SAD! If i were one of these people i would be completely embarrased to tell my family that i knocked up a "thai bride" and that my life has gone to shit. What a waste. I really would fall off the face of the planet if that happened to me. "ooooh family and friends; im having so much fun in thailannd! I live in a completely lawless society and my self esteem is so low that the best i can do is a bird that doesnt speak my language because im to useless to come home because this pathetic life is just some much easier to handle" (I wish i had sarcasim font). And you know what; i dont really care if im offending anyone. Seriously i've also seen some people make a good life for themselves and their "thai brides' here. good for those decent fella's. But what made me realise this was when my boyfreind pointed out to me how sick the society here was. I didnt realise it myself....i had been denying it; and became so adapted and accustomed to it that i needed to be shaken straight to see how horrid it is. Where a new condo worth about 40 Billion Dollars goes up but they couldnt be bothered to take the time to clean the seweage systems and rather just have raw sewage accost your nostrils. Or help all the mange ridden street dogs. Or supply better walk ways. Or make the police less corrupt. Or Supply kids with stuff for school. No. Rather scwander the money that forien investments bring in.
Where is the marine protection? Have you seen Pattaya Beach? Covered in needles and trash and disgusting, fat, sunburnt foriegners. Nothing like the images you see online; or advertised. I dont know when or where they took the pictures for pattaya beach from.....because if people really knew what pattaya was like or smelt like or sounded like or looked like.....i doubt HIGHLY that any right mided women would let their "mid-life crises husbands" come here or even thier kids. Explore some where safe rather.
Personally....personal experiance...if only you knew the crimes that people can get away with. Defacing currency is common practice; defacing someones passport; treason is easy when its someone elses flag you burning; sexual harrasment; consumer laws just dont exist.
I sometmes try to help people; i really do because i can see how screwed they getting but even so.....i've stopped..... whats the point? Why care? They dont care about me? Life has no value here unless you have dedicated your life to the monestry.....No Meaning. Its really so sad. So real. So Raw.
Look There are decent people around....sometimes; like my gorgeous friend Steph, Art and Sadie. But its because they are all realists about the situation here.
I just want to be able to spend one day walking down the street to the 7/11 and not be harrased for a taxi (although i just parked my car infornt of the git) I do NOT want another tailored suit. I do not want a frigging massage. I am NOT your "Friend". I am also not someone to call "Sexly Ladee" or "Massaaaaage for you madaaaaame" No thank you. Just No. I do not want a speed boat for the day; i do not want to buy coffins for dead kids; i do not want to save the pattaya beach; i do not want to support the drug habits of any person selling narcatics on beach road. I just want to stay in my isolated little piece of Wong Amat paradise. Just leave me alone. Im here to work. Not to make dodgy as friends thank you.
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